ni eht dne...

i'm at wits end.
am i?

i'm at the all time (s)low.
i am.

i'm disappointed and upset.
am i?

i'm losing my school edge.
i am.

i want this to all end but i need my carrot dangling at the end of the stick.
where's my carrot?

it might be easier to have companions but they are all gone.
one's at work.
the other a masters graduate.

i'm stuck here wondering where my supposed drive + motivation went.

maybe i'll get a jumpstart in those two weeks.
i hope so.


just felt like putting an old pic.

-stuck in front of the com since 3am and going on...