new drama

point one.

You don't have to meet me every time i try to ask you out. i know you have your busy life, too busy with other people in your life. if my saying that i have limited time here left is an excuse to you, fine let it be a factual excuse then. i am flying off in February and that is soon. So if that excuse is not good enough for you, i guess nothing else really is. bottom line,

your effort = my effort

don't whine and bitch when i have reach the point of not wanting to bother about you or our friendship. it's anger and annoyance now. beyond that, i believe is nothing else worth to care about. your actions right now, makes your words empty and false. you said i was flighty, i said i was trying to change, you on the other hand, just made me feel stupid for even trying. it seems old ways are the best ways. wasted effort. wasted time.

point two.

i am sorry that i am incorrigibly late most of the time but there was absolutely no need for the rudeness i received tonight. i had other things to do, like dinner with my parents. something which i have not done for quite a while. weighing the opportunity costs, my parents overshadow everything. dinner started late too by the way if you were interested in knowing. if you have to leave, leave. it's not as though my presence makes a difference anyway. but please, don't be rude to me. because i didn't deserve it.

we all live in dramatic world, that is why every place is a stage, every one an actor. the question is, "how good an actor am i?"