daily life

nothing insightful to blog about for these few days. just a few things which managed to get wondering here and there.

1. on 31st august, ciba vision finally called and requested for my mailing address, which i sincerely hope is my one year's worth of contact lenses which they have owed me for a year now. for those of you who actually remembered i was once a freshlook ambassador for a short while exactly a year ago in NGEE ANN.. that's how long it's been.. the worst part of it all was just a few days back, i finally decided to purchase half a year's worth of contact lenses which cost me $250 bucks. damn it, if only they called earlier. what the hell..

2. i am pretty thankful that zouk has decided to temporarily shut it doors giving me the opportunity to stop drinking and spending more money on drinks and midnight cab fares. i am trying very hard to not to shift that to wala wala either.

3. personally, i don't think it's due to stress, but i am losing a lot more hair recently that i fear i could be going bald soon. scary thought. other than stress, i believe it's the excessive amount of instant noodles i consume to satisfy my supper cravings. by the way, i eat instant noodles at work too. so therefore, i shall stop eating it all together. hmmms, it could be the shampoo i'm using too..

4. i am still procrastinating, not emailing relevant unis enquiring about their entry requirements. so please stop asking. and yes, i am left till the end of this month. i will get to it somehow, much as i would very much not like to. don't ask me not to leave, cos i will leave. whether or not, you'll be sad or i'll be sad, i am still leaving. singapore is beginning to hold too much unhappy/sad memories for me. i wanna try having happier ones. doesn't seem to be fruitful here, maybe australia will have better opportunities.

5. don't know where my boyfriend is at the moment, i should think he's having field camp somewhere. thought it was only from today, guess i was wrong. i do agree that i am pretty lousy a girlfriend right now. there's no denying it. judge me all you want, i don't give a damn. those who are still wondering if i love him, yes i am telling you, i do. just not showing it right now.

6. meant only for those who understand, the walls are back up. use a little more strength to scale the heights. it recently got a lot much higher than before. have fun trying. hope you find a weak part of the wall somewhere, otherwise it's a long climb.

yeah, i guess that's all there is pretty much right now.