am i morbid.am i. am i.

finally got in touch with ms. tay. i must say, when i was thinking of you, i kept thinking that you died. i know what you're gonna say, first "CHOI!" and "you're morbid". but i was so sad that, if you really did mmhmm.. yeah, and i couldn't make it for your funeral, i'd be very sad. i realised that if i really cared for a person, i would go all means to attend the person's funeral, otherwise, video conference or, let's not bother would be fine by me too. call me heartless but that's how it is. guess i never really feel as much or as hard as others. oh well. too bad then. i must state, the train of thought about my relation with morbidity was much better when i was in the shower. the magic was lost when i stepped out of my thinking place.

oh well, the initial entry was actually to mark my appearance on 28 august 2007, to let whoever is interested, how i look like now. it's photoshopped lah.. but i like myself in this color in photos. haha. don't ask me why.

28 08 07