I Feel LOUSY

I feel lousy.

Why can't I erase a particular person and period out of my life?

Why is it taking longer than I expected?

Why can't something good or surprising happen to me?

Why does it seem I am hoping for impossible stuff?

I just wanna say goodbye, but I know the ones I'm saying goodbye to won't know that.

WHY? WHY? WHY?

Why must it end this way?